Getting Better or Worse?

Wow what a trip it has been here so far at Bamma. It is already Tuesday night writing this blog and have 3 more days till we all (hopefully) graduate and head off to the rest of the summer. I hella want to hang out with some of the people I have met here cause they're super cool!!! Even though there has been some crazy stuff and was messed up in the moments, but as usual I always have my boys picking me up when I fall to the fall floor on my face badly. but the boys ain't the only ones who has helped me, got to give big ups to the girls who kept bugging me when I wanted to be alone at dinner. Gosssssh!!! can't never get some time alone, lol. Surrounded by loved ones(well most off them), can't escape from them just cause I'm tapped in. It has gotten better in some ways but there are some things that has not. No matter how hard I try to stay away from my other side, it takes over like venom. As always though, whens there a problem, there is always a solution. In the middle of being happy and sad about Bamma. Happy cause I get to go back home to Oakland where I belong and stay at. Sad because I'm going to miss the experience with all my Bamma Familia and what we have been through like the good, the best, most funny, charitable memories, and being close to each other. but always family comes together. love everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish the best for all of us here at Bamma and keep this thang goin'!!!!!!!!!!!lol